Dead Lock

Right now, I don't know what to do.
Right now, I don't know what I want.
Everyting seems blur.
Everything that I ever planned seems not clear.
I'm hestitate.
I'm dead lock.

I'm envious with other people who can figure it what they want become to be.
I'm envious with other people's work.
When other people are going forward, I'm still stuck in here.
Don't know what to do..
No goal..No plan..Just floating..
Dead lock..